I have for several months wanted to get my real estate license but I couldn't afford the schooling. Through a couple of temporary jobs I was able to buy the tuition and books to the correspondence course that I am needing. I am thrilled that I have been able to do that because just getting that was a huge deal! But now the books have come and my log-in is sitting in my e-mail inbox and now I'm scared. They came yesterday and I did have a busy day so I wasn't able to put my full attention to get it started but there is a wall that's blocking me from starting.
My heart races a little more when I think about it. I feel this is my dream and my reality crashing together like waves on the shore. What if I can't do it? What if I don't pass the exams? What if it's too hard? All of my past failed tests are dancing around in my head laughing at me.
Okay, just breath. When I thought, "What if I can't", the thought popped out, "WHAT IF I CAN!" All righty, I'm going to get dressed and start this!
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